I have a skepticism toward new couples. I don’t trust them. It doesn’t mean I don’t approve, just want to get to know “them.” In addition to not trusting them, I also don’t believe them. Is that mean to say? I am so very skeptical of relationships. I think people get them because they are lonely and have found an adequate person to keep company. It makes them feel appreciated. It makes them feel like they have a purpose. It gives them a reason to put forth an effort.
I don’t want that.
I want someone who will improve my life, not complete it or make me ‘whole’ as if all the time I spent without them, I was inadequate. God makes me whole. He is the only one that can complete me. I don’t want to rely on any person to affirm my existence. He will compliment me as I compliment him. We will bring out the best in each other. We will challenge each other.
500 Days of Summer does this to me.
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